i have just read your tribute to your angel. i have also lost my little man although it was 2 and half years ago its like it was yesterday and what you have written brings back memories .You like myself appear so strong but i think sometimes our passion for our children spurrs on our drive. We lost our little man to menningococcle septisemia April 2010 at the age of three years. one day running round the next morning we were at the childrens hospital.We learnt that there are so many good people in the world and with family ,friends and even people we don't know who have supported us in our sons name.They have helped raised a fantastisc amount. keep strong and with people like us we can help raise funds for research for a vaccine.my love to you all as a family. Look on Ryan Johnson forever fund if ever you would like someone to talk to. Keep strong. XX